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Jun. 23rd, 2008 @ 10:28 pm life.........................
so today was ok. I am really lonely tonight but exhausted. Mags invited me to go to Sharkeys with her friends.....but we always hang out with jessica ford and Jess Fillmore and they make me feel fat. hehe. So......i texted Brian and said come hang out.......but he said he had to be up early. blah blah blah.

So work was good.......I was wined and dined by two Michigan Credit Union League representatives today. Our CEO, my boss, and Debra our e-marketing specialist went to Luca's Chophouse in Grand Blanc with them. I have never been there before.......super classy......love it. I need to be more high maintenance to make it in this world. I need to lose weight and start looking more put together. I also realize that every single move I make is important. It just sucks because I feel so young and unknowledgable when I am around Karen and Nancy. I try to remind myself that they have been working in the credit union business for 30 years and I have only been for 3. I really need to step it up. There are so many young adults in the credit union who have so much talent. In the next 5 to 10 years we will all be competing for those top spots.

So today my best friend Kelly and I did some stalking.......good stuff........my ex spencer is dating this girl we used to work with at mervyns.......and we don't like her. well....kelly hates her and I hate her out of loyalty to Kelly. But...now that she is dating Spencer she must go down. He just broke up with Kim Cullen. He can't just be single. He is crazy.


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Jun. 22nd, 2008 @ 10:13 am Whaleys Home
Yesterday I had a really amazing opportunity to help some really deserving people! I am a member of the Flint Kiwanis and we own and maintain a Whaley's Children Home in Flint. There are five boys that live there ages 13 to 17. They have shifts of "mothers" that come take care of them. Their are always two adults in the home with them at a time. At one time or another in their lives they were either taken away or given up by their families. It breaks my heart because they are such amazing kids! So yesterday we started redoing their home. I did yard work all day. It totally kicked my ass! I was so tired I slept 14 hours last night! We are also redoing their bathroom and going to create an awesome rec room in the basement! yay! Even though we have did some work I really want to call EXTREME MAKEOVER and have them redo it all! It would be so awesome if they could redo bunches of houses for deserving people in Flint. EXTREME MAKEOVER-Flint Town!

I really hate that these kids have not been given all of the opportunities in life I have. I am going to start trying to get really involved with the kids. What they really need though is some great male role models. I am pretty sure there are some men in the Kiwanis who can step up to that role. It has really made me think about the kids in foster care and other programs. What happens to them when they turn 18? I really hope they get some sort of schlorships for college. hm..........

Anyways....I am so glad I got involved with Kiwanis. It is such a great organization and I am so proud to be a part of it! It has always helped me to meet some really successful people who inspire me to be amazing!
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Feb. 2nd, 2007 @ 09:57 pm At first when i see you cry....it makes me smile....at worst i feel bad for awhile....but then i jus
So i thought I was really depressed...but maybe I was just really sick. After passing out on the bathroom floor after 6 hours of vomiting...I seriously thought I was dying. I missed two days of work which really sucked because this week was my first week at my new position. Today was a good day at work though so hopefully I redeemed myself. They know I am not too much of a slacker...so that is good. :)

So...possibly things could be looking up. I need to get about 5 things on my car fixed....which really sucks. I do get to see Jason this Sunday again...and if all goes well he will be coming home by the end of next week. I need him to hold me like no other. The bad thing is i know I can't be needing him because there are some things that he needs. There are some rough decisions coming up for him...so I pray for grace for him and also for wisdom and for healing.
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Nov. 18th, 2005 @ 09:14 pm i love it.
Current Mood: weirdweird

 

 

www.postsecret.blogspot.com

Seriously I love this website.  You send in anonymous postcards. 

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Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 08:28 pm Dream on........Dream on.........
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: AEROSMITH.
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Mabye tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

So........this girl i work with got two tickets to Aerosmith and Lenny Kravitz for her birthday from her boyfriend, but her boyfriend dosen't want to go because he dosen't like them. Then she asked her best friend to go but for some reason she couldn't go either. So.....Autumn asked me to go. I am freaking pumped. Autumn wants to go backstage and get it on with Steven Tyler. haha. But anyways..its going to be really fun.
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Nov. 14th, 2005 @ 12:13 am coldplay

fix you. 

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 11:52 pm Prove to everbody who dosen't understand...........I'm running as fast as I can....
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Ben Kweller-wasted and ready
So.....i was going to stay at home and study tonight but instead I went to the Mervyns holiday party (even though I don't work there). But it could possibly be the last time I ever see some of my favorite people in the world. But.....i am always down for a good time. I seriously danced my ass off. So this guy and girl were trying to take me home. It was really weird....because I am friends with both of them. First the guy asked me and I was like shut up your drunk.....and your going to embarass your girlfriend. He told me no no she is totally into it. So yeah...and then he was telling me about how she thinks I am so cute and stuff. Then later she came up to me and asked me to go home with them. She was telling me how his dick is 9 inches (right) and stuff. I made Kelly walk me to the stairs so they wouldn't come up to me as I was leaving. haha. But yeah.....anyways....I had a really good time. I made myself come home at 11:30 and only had two drinks.

Kelly they only wish their girlfriends were (HOT FREAKS FUN)like us. I don't even like rap. haha.


Liz......Sorry we never have time to talk. I love you sooooo much. I can't wait to see you this weekend. I forgot to lose weight so I could fit into my dress. haha.

Jenny and Adrienne-Sorry I forgot about the dinner party. I just got Jenny's voicemail. I was studying today and doing laundry and stuff. I had totally forgot I had the xmas party tonight for mervyns.

Man....i am a bad friend....oh yeah....and a bad person.

I am trying to be a better person....for myself and for you. I need to work on some stuff......ya know.
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Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 03:56 pm :)
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
So..........this weekend was awesome.....even though i am really tired.

Congratulations Kristy and Hans. Kristy.....you were beautiful. :)

If only all of us can find and marry our one true loves.....
The wedding was awesome.....i cried. Hans is indian and I really enjoyed the Indian music, dancing, and food. It was awesome. We all tried to dance to the Indian music.....but um...we were not very good at it. It was seriously mindblowing. OH yes....and we all drank too much with the open bar. I had way too many lemon drops. I think we all drank a little too much. :) Or at least us girls......

We were up in Rogers city. UP north was beautiful.....I am such a city girl....but wow....everything was so beautiful. Our hotel was nice. It was right on Lake Huron. Our hotel had a balcony looking out on the lake.....seriously the ocean has nothing on the lakes. Jason and I walked down by the Marina and looked at all the boats. awesome. I want to live on the water soooooooooo bad. Jason and I had a nice sweetest day together. hehe. I think kelly and chris did also....

Remember to Knock three times if it was good. :)
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Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 03:50 pm Completely stolen from kelly.........
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE  OUR  PURSE  IS. (or jacket clothes......anything really). :) 
 
2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST   DANCE MOVE AROUND.
 
3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS   AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. (kelly.....we will kick her ass)
 
4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE  LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST  FOUR  HOURS AGO.
 
5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR  (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT (or we drop our cake all over the car and ourselves....) 
 
6. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH
 
7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME  A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!"  (haha....every single time a new song comes on at the wedding)
 
8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING  NEXT TO US
 
9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER.
 
10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES OF CLOTHING, STAND ON A TABLE  AND SING OR DANCE BECOMES STRANGELY OVERWHELMING TO US.  (or just up on the bar.......that works too). 
 
11. OUR EYES JUST DON'T SEEM TO WANT TO STAY OPEN ON THEIR OWN SO WE KEEP THEM HALF CLOSED AND THINK IT LOOKS EXOTICALLY SEXY.  (ADRIENNE.....its your squinty eye trick)
  
12. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT.
 
13. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST   LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN.  (we always think they didn't give us enough alcohol). 
 
14. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE  THE KITCHEN FLOOR (er, or, the mop?)
 
15. WE START EVERY CONVERSATION WITH A BOOMING, "DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY BUT..."
 
16. WE FAIL TO NOTICE THAT THE TOILET LID'S DOWN WHEN WE SIT ON IT.
 
17. OUR HUGS BEGIN TO RESEMBLE WRESTLING TAKE-DOWN MOVES.
 
18. WE ARE TIRED SO WE JUST SIT ON THE FLOOR (WHEREVER WE HAPPEN TO BE STANDING) AND TAKE A QUICK NAP.  (the Stairs work too........) 
 
19. WE BEGIN LEAVING THE BUTTONS OPEN ON OUR BUTTON FLY PANTS TO CUT DOWN ON THE TIME WE''RE IN THE BATHROOM AWAY FROM OUR DRINK.
 
20. WE TAKE OUR SHOES OFF BECAUSE WE BELIEVE IT'S THEIR FAULT THAT WE'RE HAVING PROBLEMS WALKING STRAIGHT.  (NONE of us had shoes on at the wedding.....i'm suprised we didn't catch a disease from the floor. hehe). 
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Oct. 14th, 2005 @ 09:02 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: rejuvenatedrejuvenated
So..........tomorrow is Kristy's wedding......and Sweetest Day. I get to spend it up north in a nice hotel with my sweetest. Yay! I am so freaking excited cause kelly, chris, jeremy, and andrea are all going. Its gonna be sweet.

Work is going awesome. I love it.

My ex boyfriend spencer has been calling me lately. Supposedly he is getting a freaking divorce. I think that i am the only person who has ever really been there for him when he needs someone to talk to...and I know for fucking sure I am the only person on earth who has seen him cry. Crazy.................
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